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Los celos estan pudiendo conmigo :’(

It sucks..

Do you know what it’s like to not being able to do anything without thinking about him? NOTHING at all? :’( Every minute, every second, it’s him in my mind…

Don’t..

No one needs to forget their past.. no one should forget their past..

Thanks to it you know who you are, what you have, what you want, what you need and what you don’t, it tells you the things you won’t ever do again, the things you would like to do again. The past shows you how not to do things, it defines who you are today and who you will be tomorrow. Knowing how to make a good use of it is what will define your future.

No one should regret the past.. You learn from your errors so you don’t make the same ones again, it builds you up into a better person… Regretting is of no use, it  only causes cause pain, so you have to learn to turn it round into a positive thing from which you can get something out of.

Life isn’t an easy thing, your path isn’t already led, you have to make your way through raising and falling, and climbing up again. Never let go of something if it’s just because you can’t hold it properly or because you’re hands are too slippery… Continue no matter how hard it is to keep up because….. Because it’s your life.

Hum

I’ve probably done quite…a few things that I’d go back in time and change… :(

Like, when you’re with someone, doing something and so concentrated in it, that you don’t realise that the other person isn’t enjoying it…or that the other person feels like you’re not paying them attention, that you’re doing it on purpose, that you’re trying to ignore… But it’s not true, you just don’t realise, and after…when consequences approach you you feel bad, sad for not paying more attention to the other person.

Snail

You go somewhere with people thinking that it’s gonna be a good day! You think different than other days, and that’s good. No, it’s great! So when you get there, it starts ok, then it gets crowded, and then you don’t know what to do, what to look at and you start feeling confused and wonder why you actually decided to come. So after all that, you start to “close up” because inside, you don’t even know who you are anymore. And that’s the point where you ruin the rest of your day. You get yourself closed in your own little shell, and don’t come out of it until you get back to your safe home…or until someone special tries to cheer you up, but that doesn’t often happen.

Umm…..

I hate him sometimes, i really, really do.

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